Depressing.
…is the first and last word that come to my head after reading these two chapters by Kozol. Honestly, it’s almost enough to make you switch your profession. He explains the history of attempts made by people, schools, and the nation over the last century to fight for change, subsequently followed by an explanation of how these attempts were either derailed, not genuinely enforced, or deliberating falsely analyzed. I am realizing—in their retrospect—that not only is nothing changing, but in fact many situations are becoming more grave. This again, is all very depressing.
The programs that Kozol mentions are all blending in my head into one giant unfulfilled idea. Cities and school districts across the country claim they have the answer, evidenced by their hopeful lingo: “Compensatory Programs,” “Civil Rights Commission,” “Higher Horizon,” “Accelerated Schools,” “What Works” “A nine-year crusade,” “No Child Left Behind”… Of these titles, some are old and some are new; some are familiar, some seem foreign. Have any truly succeeded in what they set out to do? No.
So none of the answers work in the formula. Well, what is the formula? Absent of attempts to rectify, what direction are we heading in? If we removed programs and unnatural structures for schools to fit into, what would remain? If citizens chose their own system, what would it look like?
“Choice, left to itself, will increase stratification.” This quote is wildly important. Its implication is that we as humans, when left to our own devices, will draw to those similar to us in color, socioeconomic status, culture, etc. To force the integration of groups that have magnetized to each other essentially to be working against nature. Of course many times people have very limited choice when they choose a neighborhood or a school, but if the options really were wide open, would a poor, black family thrust their child into a rich, white, suburban neighborhood? Truthfully, probably not. By forcing integration, we are depolarizing people’s natural magnetic direction. The uncomfortable question arises: is it right to force a shifting of class and culture when it is not happening naturally?
As a democratic nation, we are pushing for desegregation. Because we BELIEVE it is the right step. And maybe it is, but yet it isn’t working, so will we ever know? And whose job is it to force this change? Kozol also addresses and debates this responsibility. Politicians? Some think so, many don’t. Riots or revolutions? Maybe, but who would participate? Teachers…?
To become a teacher is to have faith in an idea, to believe that your individual time, effort, and talent can reach into a child’s life and into the educational system and make a positive change. To become a teacher is to hope for something better than already exists; it is a tugging of the mind and spirit that is not quieted by high pay at some business job. Teaching is a profession that draws those without hope for money and prestige, but hope for change and equality. When change and equality do not happen it seems to me that teaching no longer has an appeal.
Clearly, my summary of these chapters has quickly turned into a personal rant, but this dilemma is one that resonates so deeply within me, I cannot possibly stick to analyzing sentences and discussing ideas. The issue is becoming painfully elucidated to me: the evidenced impossibility of bringing equality and opportunity to all people in the educational system is dissolving the spirits of almost all the dedicated, quality teachers making this profession one that is not hopeless but increasingly devalued. If there IS an “answer,” someone needs to figure it out quickly, and if there isn’t, we all need to accept that and shut up.
Because all this talking and complaining isn’t solving anything.
So on the same note I began, I end. Depressing. I am so sorry.
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